the shoes got ripped up pretty fast, after 2 days of skating.... bummer...

just finished the final touches of the comms project.... its been a bitch doing it.... fuck....

the other night i dreamnt of her.... but the memory fade as soon as i woke up....

i need cigarettes and i dont want to smoke my brothers menthols.....

a beer would be great now.....

lol.....

Old DC Shoes, skated for around 10 months....



Incredible board feel thanks to the thin sole with a hole in it....






New Kicks

the state of skate today was great.... skate the whole evening at SP with the guys and it gets my so psyched to see everyone improving...

jeff is getting more consistent with his ledge tricks, alvins many combinations are off the chain..... sorry sam didnt watch you skate much today....

for myself, i finally landed bs feebles.... for the one i tried styling it out, i couldnt land them, but the loc-cock ones i lock in were successful....

hahaahahaha im such a kook....

skating on sundays with the guys was great.... everyone was dead tired at the end of the day and that is some how an amazing feeling....

seeing that guy in the park tear the tranny up got me so psyched to learn how to skate tranny..... no handed fs and backside airs above the coping, blunt stalls which he popped CLEANLY out of, tweaked out melon to fakie airs and kickflip bs airs.....

and i broke my deck.... landed square in the middle of my deck doing a fs 180 over a rope barrier.... im amazed it lasted as long as it did....

theres never a right time or right way to break someones heart and give them bad news.... theres never a right time to say good bye....

there were moments when i thought you could be the one but i believe in following my instincts and gut feeling.... the connection just was not there, and at times i felt like i had to force conversation....

somebody kill me now.....

guys are jerks.....

im a terrible human being..... 2 bottles of hennessy later, i still feel like shit.... i dont even remember what happened last night.....

someone strike me down now....

this is the first time i cried in years.....

"i never wanted to be your weekend lover"

fuck im one horrible individual.... i have never felt worse abt myself than i do right now.... i need to say it soon, before its too late....

im going to hell....

sometimes i wonder if im doing something wrong.... i wonder if things are making progress.....

am i just being petty and oversensitive over a matter like breakfast?

i woder how much you're into me, whether im just wasting my time.... maybe thats what we need, time.... or will it delay the inevitable.....

you make me a happy person and i think your an amazing person with great strength that most can only hope to have... but i wonder if we will be great together....


"cos we're just 2 lost souls swimming in a fish bowl"

Pink Floyd


fuck i need a drink....

claris made a dedication for me on local radio..... i didnt hear it but it was sweet of her..... so heres mine to her:

Days Go By
Dirty Vegas

Cool video and the lyrics express how i feel about you.... enjoy...



i wish i could dance like that....